, one of the blessings about being in this place is just all of the cameras everywhere. if you're here late at night, studying for a sermon, you feel somewhat safe, but it does bring out some of the conspiracy theorists in me. And I wonder who is watching me. I've, not many people know this, but I'm known for some unusual beliefs that have gotten me into hot water with some people.
I believe that we are always being watched, for instance, I believe that I am always being watched. I believe that much of my life has been hemmed in. And orchestrated by some power beyond my control. I have suspicions that my birth was genetically engineered.
Believe it or not, it was determined that I would be Caucasian, although I wish sometimes I was Mexican cause I, I don't know, I just love Mexican food and I love Mexican culture. But it was engineered that I would be Caucasian and that I would be a boy. I believe that there is a despot or dictator who watches my every step and hears every word that I speak. And I walk around every day with the knowledge that this ruler holds my very life in his hands.
And he can keep me alive or he can take my very life from me. let me tell you something about this dictator. I love him. He is a benevolent dictator....
